The Dream of the Indies is Alive in Portland

Everything I knew about Portland I learned from two main sources: my best friend who lived here at the time (and has since moved to Florida) and the TV show Portlandia. My friend said the show paints a somewhat accurate picture of Portland culture, and having visited Portland prior to living here, I believed her. What Portlandia and my friend neglected to mention, however, is…

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Coveting Apertures by Sarah Schubmehl

To be a man. to be two men, together. To feel absences filled— hard pressure, thrusting pain— to take pleasure without fear of fullness,      without fear of my womb,      without the threat of a body bloated with life.      To never lie in bed, facedown, hand clutched      against my stomach      feeling the ache of a violated cervix,      the angry uterine clench      that follows satisfaction. To be…

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Blackbird

Over the furrows of the northern field— a coded flash of blackbird wings. Memory bursts from the hedgerows: a pair of girls in skirts and knee socks and weed-flowered hair, a fawn decomposing in the ditch, wired to a slab of plywood, tattered pelt on thin bones. How to make sense of those rusted nails thrust into gangling newborn limbs to keep her in place?…

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