Prose, Poetry, and Art since 1956
Faded, threadbare, my earliest memories are stitched together by the whir and click of my grandmother’s Singer 66. She kept me clothed—through the corn-silk heat of Iowa summers to the snow-blind winters with ruptured water pipes. She followed patterns she bought at the Ben Franklin, but also those handed down. Afternoons, I’d wake from my nap to that chugging sound, follow it down the hall…
That’s how the cornin its summer song of silk and husk, its tassels waving across the field, calling to rat and raven; how my mother, before she lost her heartand lungs; how my brother-in-law, before he lost his brainand tongue, his hulking body swayingas I came into the kitchen and said Stay strong; before his tumor grew back with teeth and claws, stealinghis thoughts; how…
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Against an unsettled skyline puncturedby flit & bird-shadow, song & plummet, someone else’s history unfurls beforethe ghost of my grandfather can wrap his huge dead hands over my son’s not-yet-dead eyes. Is this what it means to witness? To confess? To forgive? Today, we’re strugglingless with conjugating the white half of his blood. Sing. Song. Sung. Sorry. The sun once lit & nownothing seems to…
July, blue chlorine bulbglittering pool light ripplingand blurred body billow held in black bead of nightdusky spruce and cedar outlinebackyard under hazed moon little stars, backyard spotlighttonguing a path of grassbeside the cellar doors. Wishing to be older & say that we had,our little bathing suit bottoms slip downthe highway of twiggy legs, we submergeto our necks in hot water, flirts of summerwater splashing our…