brisé (broken) volé (flying) blue

After the leaves fell over the courtyard, I saw you coming. Potholes heavy with bouncing sparrows became heart-throb. Every butterfly whirring, every puppy pulling skeins of tossed cloth was a blessing. Near hoarfrost I stared at your photograph; my lips kissed the masculine air. On my patio of dead roses, through stunned sky, beyond detonated stars, through your tutelary angels, from a world outside myself, you came toward me. No…

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The Plastic Horse

My dead brother-in-law is inside our old toy rocking horse. Recently, we watched that Netflix documentary—you know, the one about dying, ghosts, reincarnation, etc. What I’m saying is that I literally believe my dead brother-in-law took residency in a discarded Fisher Price plastic horse in the backyard. It is the exact sort of thing he would do. Three months ago, he climbed the Maroon Bells,…

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O, Susanna

Twelve and my breasts begin their slow swell, moon-bright in the seventh month of my slumber. This strange sheen, as within the begonia’s waxy heart, my neck spreading its blush when, in front of my crush, the boy from Glasgow County, B snaps my training bra and runs away, laughing. In Home-Ec two years later, while the class learns how to use measuring cups, D…

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Body of Actual

I always wanted to be a weatherwoman. It was a simple and steady flight inside of me that encountered little turbulence. I liked being at the center of something so fundamental, something that affected everyone, and was thought about—however briefly—by everyone. Particularly dramatic weather can unite an entire region of the country, reminding us of our vulnerability, how much we need each other. I’ve never…

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