—
Submersibles tethered: strangers
to see into the silence
the hidden coelacanth suspended
in the womb. They sing in high-pitched Doppler
to glint its scales; when nothing sings back,
Calypso’s monitors are black
(black is the sound of nothing there).
On the screen you are crosshatched—
mysterious like an echo: an obscure, half-told
fable forged by the clatter
of hammer banging anvil: my Hephaestus, my Hephaestus, my ear,
my
smithy ear and you in the clanging.
In the black, black everywhere
of the nothing there you consider
lightproofness:
the immense aloneness in silence,
the comprehension of:
“you’re not alive, if not ever heard.”
You consider disappearance with
pantomimed screams; this is how
it is through liquid-filled lungs, but
the soul wills to be heard;
it wills to see the other side of nothing; it
utters, it utters, it utters instead
from the heart a constant pulse, pause and pulse
to look out as the ultrasound explores within.